i miss my family...

When i moved to lacrosse last year i knew it would be hard. I lived in Westby with my mom, step dad Steve, and my little brother Dayton. I am very close to my family but was still very excited to move and get away to something new. Now, i barely see my family at all. My mom and I talk on the phone a lot, and once in awhile she will come up to see me. Westby isn't very far away, but i never have the time to go, and gas is expensive! My brother and I used to get in stupid arguments all the time. As mean as it sounds, i would pick on him just to piss him off. I thought it was so funny and got a laugh out of it. My mom called me the other day telling me that my brother misses me very much and that he wouldn't care how much we fought and how many times i yelled at him that didn't matter, he just wanted his sister back. I thought it was cute and i do miss him as well. It must be hard for him being the only one in the house all the time now, he says he gets really bored with out me. I miss my family very much, even my little brother! When i was younger i would give ANYTHING to move out of the house and i couldn't wait to be older....now i realize things change and you move on....it can be very exciting but a very sad change too.

Im Scared!!

This Saturday will be my first time giving plasma. I'm so scared becuase i hate needles and have never done anything like this before. I have never gave blood because i hate the sight of needles they just creep me out. I'm doing this because it is a good thing to do and they give you about $60 a week. The money would really help me out a lot so that is why i'm making myself do this. I'm very scared and keep thinking i'm gonna die or something haha. Good luck to me! I'm sure it will all go ok, but i have to sit there for about an hour with something i am very scared of stuck inside of me pumping out plasma. Just the thought of it scares me. I look forward to letting you all know how it goes!

work

i work at Kwik Trip and i absolutely can't stand it sometimes. I think about the money and make myself stick with it. It has gotten a lot better now that i know what i'm doing and have gotten to know the people. I think the reason i don't like working there is because i can't stand stupid people (no offense) but there are some crazy one's out there! Working at Kwik Trip has taught me a lot though and i have learned to deal with it. I really love the people i work with too so that really helps my stress level.

In Love

I have been dating my boyfriend Alex for about 8 months. We met at Western TC and had sociology class together. We started making the same friends and began talking here and there. We started dating on Febuary 14th, it was a perfect Valentine's present! We have been dating since and i'm proud to say i am the happiest girl in the world. For my birthday this summer he took me down to riverside at night as we watched the American Queen float by. He then slipped a promise ring in my pocket and told me he wanted to be with me for the rest of his life. I couldn't have asked for anyone better than him.

hole in wall

This weekend i watched a new show on tv called Hole in Wall. It was very funny. It is human tetris and people have to jump through a moving wall and get through the shape. It was fun to watch and i can't wait to watch it again. I would definetly take part in this show. It looks like fun and would be a challenge, and that is exactly what i like. Some of the people on the show were little and well balanced, while others were bigger and could barely move. Some even broke the moving wall!!! Sometimes i just love to sit back and enjoy watching people make fools of themselves...what a perfect show for it!